So yeah, I have had a shitty couple of weeks and that has delayed my writing particularly badly. November has not been kind to my ability to write or well me in general. I am finally getting to a point where I should be able to get back to work though so hurrah there.

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So, I'm well aware that my current side story is having a lukewarm reception at best. I'm also aware that this setting is harder to write for. I have a clear idea of what I want to do, but I'm having a hard time actually getting there. I can do it, but it's difficult.

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The therapist asked questions about my life, family, gender identity, sexual orientation, me being a furry, interests, and anger problems. Mostly the things that I answered to the person who did the intake interview a couple of weeks ago except the furry part.

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Short version: My mother died last Sunday, and part of the fallout from that is my brother's benefits being rescheduled to the end of the month, instead of the beginning.

Which is effectively being docked a month's pay out of the household income.

Which is a very big gap to have to fill, so I'm really hoping that people might be willing to kick in a little bit here and there to help make that stretch a little smaller.

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SO. I'm not good at this, but I'm going to try because I legitimately don't know what else I can do. We had a guy come look at our Furnace because the Heat wasn't working, and then just this morning finally kicked on. He told us in no un-certain terms that it won't keep working till Christmas, let alone the whole winter season.

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Last year, I came here and begged for your help to replace my wife’s car. And you did the impossible. You made it happen. You single-handedly bought a new car for my family. And I can’t thank you enough for it.

Today, I’m forced to again ask for your help, but in a slightly different way. Frankly, I feel like a jerk for doing this. I feel greedy and selfish, but I’m desperate to the point of suffering panic attacks nearly every day.

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Hey folks,

Time for an update about our housing situation.

First, thank you. Because of your donations, we now have enough savings that will allow my family and I to probably afford pet deposits, security deposits and the first month’s rent for a new apartment.

You never cease to amaze me with your kindness and generosity. Words aren’t enough, but they’re mostly what I have to say thank you.

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The psychiatric service sent me 4 intake forms via email. I filled out all of it and sent those to them. I scheduled my intake interview to take place next week. Wish me luck!

I have decided to seek help from a professional. I have signed up for individual psychotherapy and I will expect their call in the next couple of days for a brief screening.

I've been thinking about this for a very long time and I've been apprehensive because of how expensive it is, but anything is better than nothing. Since I've been saving a lot of income, I'm going to spend some of it for useful purposes and therapy is going to be one of them.

I've been vacillating about this a lot. On the one hand, it feels kinda spoilery. On the other, with the current atmosphere of "that character is/isn't 'x orientation' because I interpret how the author wrote them as being despite their authorial intent" that's going on in literature/movies/video-games/TV/etc, I kinda want an open, clear record of "here's my intent with my characters." This mostly got kicked off by the whole thing with Winter Soldier / Falcon and Sam & Frodo from Lord of the

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I'm a bit nervous, but I know that I got this. I wholeheartedly hope that there will be no interruption or cutoff of internet connection. 🙏🏻

...but I'm sick, so I'm going to read it again tomorrow, because I know I'm missing something.

Have a scary picture of Marble with a sweet story attached.

Story at Sauce

After that mare order is Maud, Pinkie, and then ensemble again.

Christmas is in a week…

And

Uh

I have no idea how to end my Jinglemas story